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Thursday, May 03, 2007
I guess my last post was a bit dramatic.
A few friends emailed me and asked if there was a problem..
An Ate said that she almost cried when she saw the last post.
The truth of the matter is...
I was just a little poetic that day.
Hehe.
Ya know..EMO and everything...
I was planning to hop to another blog since the start of the year because blogdrive doesn't have 'archives'.
O di ba, madrama ba yun?hehe.
Anyway, follow me in my new home.

CLICK!
Posted at 05:09 am by inhinyera
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
This has been good while it lasted...
I need to crossover. Find me anywhere. I will be waiting.
maisconyelo, now signing off.
Posted at 05:07 am by inhinyera
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
When things are out of my control. When I can't stop changes. When all i can do is offer my fearful heart. When tears are involuntarily flowing...
I sing this song...
"So I cling to the one who never changes... I hold on to Jesus my Lord, whatever He has promised I know that He will do, Coz, my Lord is faithful and true..."
-Changes, by JD
*repeat ten million times.
Posted at 11:58 pm by inhinyera
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
I'm back in Manila! (in one piece..hehe) The roadtrip was really fun! Never thought that trying to stay awake in the bus would be the hardest challenge on the way to Batangas. You see, I went into the bus at 2pm, I was tired from the office and wanted to get a nap. But I had to stay awake so as not to miss the landmarks! Hehe:) The Youth Camp was really awesome. It wasn't the usual camp that's jam packed wth activities. It was designed to get-to-know the new members of the youth ministry by having a lot of free times. (Which means, rest and retreat times for the speaker..hehe) There was a 'duyan' just outside the hut...that really gave me the sleep I wanted for months. =) Gusto ko na ngang iuwi yung duyan...pati yung acacia tree..kaso baka mahirap akong isakay sa tricycle. =) I changed my outline the night before my scheduled talk. The Core said that most of the kids are new believrs, so when I prayed and ask the Lord for His word...he guided me through the bible and gave me the topic on 'The Invitation: COME! (Christ Offers Me Eternity)' The topic gave emphasis on Christ's inviatation for us to COME to Him because He wants to be with us in eternity. =) It was a joy to see them listening intently and even taking down notes. I really pray that the Word that was shared will be planted on fertile hearts and will grow and bear fruits in their lives. Another thing that I really enjoyed was the HARANA. I was on my duyan, relaxing and praising God for the wonderful night sky, the moon that looked like a dime in the sky, the stars...the soft cold wind...when I noticed Elwin, Michael, Jhe and kuya John were on the bench beside my duyan starting their jamming session. Tapos sabi ni michael, "Tara haranahin natin si Ate Ja, para makatulog siya ng mahimbing..=)" I chuckled. Nobody really did that to me...kantahan ako hanggang makatulog? Aww...* That's really very sweet. Haay..ang sweet talaga ng mga Batangenyo kahit kelan.:)
They started singing..yung may voicing talaga ha. Eh kamusta naman, church choir pala sila. The most memorable song was 'Kundiman ng Langit' by Prasia. Grabe, para kong nasa langit na talaga. Ang ganda ng boses nila.=) Then sang a few more songs, and then finally, I told them that I was already sleepy...They clapped their hands and said.."yes! tagumpay! Napatulog naten si Ate ja!" (in the cutest batangenyo way!) *Awww...* Sweet-sweet.=) The next day, they didn't want me to leave. They wanted me to stay until sunday! But I had to beg-off since I have a commitment in the church for TGIF. (One year yun! At wala pa akong absent!) But I'll sure go back to Batangas. Meeting these kids really reminded me on how to have a simple heart for the Lord... No complications. Just pure Love for the Savior.
Posted at 07:19 pm by inhinyera
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Monday, April 02, 2007
Tommorrow I will be on a road trip to Batangas. I have an invitation at CCF Batangas for their youth camp.
I'm really excited, it's my first time to travel south, ALONE. Usually, my batangas trips are with my esbi friends for our summer retreats or with my officemates for technical service at URC batangas.
But tommorrow will be different...I'll be on my own. Yeahh!! I hope I'll not get lost, or have a freak seatmate at the bus or miss the landmarks.
It'll be exciting, first time to go to that place, new people to meet...and I get to share the gospel to the young people. Isn't that the best way to spend the holy week!
Tonight, I'll be preparing the things I need. The preacher in the church two weeks ago said that missionaries should travel light...and should have agood back. Well, I don't have a problem with the 'good back' part..I can sleep anywhere, as long as I have something to cover my face, I can sleep.
My problem is traveling light. I usually bring alot of clothes whenever I travel. You know that mindset when packing..."I would probably need this when I'm there"...so my bag would usually contain twice as much clothes that I need.
But I would really try to pack light tonight and practice what I learned from the pastor. (If I really want to be a missionary..someday.hehe=))
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Abundance of heart...that's one thing that I will share on thursday.
The camp theme is 'Closer Relationship with God'. when I was praying and asking God what to share, he gave me the story of the Alabaster Jar.
And this is my favorite part of my outline ...
Jesus did not raise the question about how much Eros and how much agape, how much human passion and how much understanding was motivating the woman; He saw the abundant heart and He accepted it without analyzing the different elements in it...
That is my prayer...that I will always have an abundant heart for my Jesus.=)
Pray for me, that I would be able to deliver the message well and it will be planted on fertile hearts.=0
Godbless and Happy Holy Week!
Posted at 09:28 pm by inhinyera
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
I have a gold ring that I always wear on my right ring finger. Lately, alot of people are noticing it and asking me if it's an engagement ring. Since it has a small sparkling stone it. And as always, i would smile at them and give them that 'jam-look' that means, 'haller! pwede ba?! crush-stage pa rin me!' .hehe The ring was given to me by kuya Rick. It's the only 'girly' gift I received from him. Most of his gifts were all boyish, to name a few...he gave me nike rubbershoes, baggy jeans and jansport knapsack. (I guess, he thought he had another baby brother or his way of hiding me from the boys!haha) Well, anyway, he gave it when I was in highschool. He didn't buy it. He got it while walking on the beach in one of his summer retreats. He told me that he saw something sparkling on the sand, a sparkle different from quartz . And when he bent down to get it, it was a ring!=) And since I was his 'only girl' then... he gave it to me.=) But I never wore it in highschool. Well, because I liked the boyish gifts back then. I never wore jewelries, not even earrings in highschool. But when kuya got married, i started wearing it. I guess, it was my way of reminding myself, that kuya would always be there for me, I'll still be her 'only girl'. (Yulk, I'm such a beybi....) And besides, the ring gives my hand a better look...more girly... Haha. And i'm working on that girly look lately.=) Yesterday, when I was looking at my ring, a thought came into my mind... Just like this ring...God noticed my teeny-weeny-sparkle and picked me up from the sand. And who knows, he might give me to someone...who'd love to have a teeny-weeny-sparkle in his life.
Posted at 03:46 am by inhinyera
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I miss this blog.
I haven't been updating for the past month. Well you know...it's hard to cope up with theschedule when you're in showbiz. Hehe.=)
So let me update you with what has been happening to me. (Haha, I really feel like a Star updating my fans..pffft...sorry I only slept three hours last night. Bare with me)
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First, I was, again, hospitalized last saturday. It was another un-calculated ulcer attack. I was rushed to FEU due to severe stomach pain with fainting (see, I'm really an actress...I know tha drama..hehe).
The doctor's first observation was, I have LOW tolerance of pain. Well, aside from my (very) dramatic vomiting. I was also over-acting when they inserted the needle for the dextrose and I shouted when they got blood samples for lab test. Hehe. Yes, I really have (very) LOW tolerance of pain. And I almost told the doctor that I also have below normal EQ. Hahaha!
I went home with alot of unreadable prescriptions, hungry stomach and empty wallet.
*** My favorite ESBI dad , Tito BOB SANCHEZ, passed away last tuesday due to heart attack. He's Riz's dad.
He's my favorite because like Riz, he's sweet, loving and funny. He thought that I was SV's staffworker coz Riz would always tell him, "Andun po si Ate Jam" every time she'd ask for his permission. So when I met him presonally, he thought he was bluffed. Hehe.=)
But I would always remember his text message, thanking me for taking care of his daughter, Riz. He's really a good father to Riz...if all father was like him...nobody would feel unloved.=)
Farewell Tito, see you up there...
*** Last night the esbi alumni went to Tito Bob's necrological service. It was a time to comfort riz and partly to reunite again after a looong time of not seeing each other.
Ate Ruth's and Kuya Ruben's wedding date was finally announced. And ate ruth, my prayer partner back in college reprimand that i bring a date on their wedding. Why do I always get that kind of invitation..."you can attend if and only if you'll bring a boyfriend."
And I would always rely on GRACE, Grace...that on the event itself they will have a heart of flesh and allow me to attend alone. Hehe=)
I feel safe whenever I'm with Ate Jang or any Winnie Friends. Probably because we have proven to each other that "it's where we really belong". Last night's talk with ate Jang gave me that assurance that I'm on the right track...(Thanks ate...)
.Jay and Kuya Gunns was also there. So what you expect when jam, jason and kuya gunns unite? Haha...I wouldn't want to describe. Just shake your head and try to control your fart...because it's one hilarious night.
Jay's story of punching a bus driver really topped the chart last night. It was crazy. It's something that his grand children would brag to their friends..."Eh wala kayo sa lolo ko!"
We talked about the past...and the crazy things we did back in college. I really had a good, good laugh. It was crazy..
then I realized how much I missed esbi...
especially THESE people.=)
Posted at 03:25 pm by inhinyera
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